And just
like that, my freshman year of college is over. I officially moved out today. 8
and a half months in the making, I am feeling such a mix of emotions right now.
I can honestly say I’ve only made about three actual friends (that I care to
keep in touch with) during my first year. Unfortunately, two of them are
leaving- the other is my roommate next year. So it kind of hit me yesterday
that they’re gone- for good. This just makes me truly, really sad.
As mixed as
mixed emotions can get, I feel odd being home. I go to school close to home, so
I come home about once a week or so. Yet within the past week or two, I’ve felt
homesick. Coming home recently was such a tease- home for 12 hours, then back
to school, knowing that in little time I’d be home for the summer. But as I packed
up everything from my dorm room, I felt such emptiness about leaving; like I was
packing up my life. Even though I’m going back next semester, it just felt so
strange.
And
finally, I feel lost. What am I suppose to do with my life for the next four months?
Though I know this will only last for a few days or weeks. Because my frandsss
come home this week! And I have a job that, of course, I’ll be working over
time. So until all of my high school friends are off, I think I’ll be bored out
of my mind.
♥ Diary of a Teen
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